Always*

As much as I want you back in my life, I can’t force you to.

I just want to let you know,

I’m always around you & will be there if you need someone.

Always.

Girlf, ditched me in Singapore & went KL, for her skate's demo.
& what's worst, end of August,
she's going to Shanghai & Korea for Skate's Competition!!
One whole week, I howww?
Well, she's be coming back anytime soon. But she didn't tell me what time she'll be back!!
I go sleep while i wait for her then. (:
Hope she see this whole blog post thing, she will be smiling to herself so much, like a retard till that her teeth drop! :P
love me, don't you?

Previous weekends, parents was overseas. So, I got to drive to school & anywhere for 3days(only).
that's explain, that awesome Friday & blahsblahs!
Had a date with Girlf and SAKURA Buffet(At Admiralty park,Beside RP)
I drove her every where, buffet was my treat & she is the princess for the whole time, shiok uh?!


reached the buffet place early, went to have a romantic walk around the 'nice' park! & shot some nice photographs! :)


Foooooooooooodddddddddd!





After that scrumptious meal, accompany Girlf to her training.
& hours ltr, guess what! A supper after tt buffet!! glutton gluttons!






had a bigbig quarrel with baby. Tried to make it up for her, took time to go down to semb & accompany her dig worms even thou she said no, i still went down :P







Dig worms for bonkies! as she long wanted to dig worms!
this is bonkies!

all we had was a bottle of tapwater, a spade, a container & a small torchlight.
This is all we got after 15mins of digging.

Tobias's birthday, stayed over, satays/food, guitar hero till morninggg!
To many photos to be uploaded, refer to facebook please.

Butter spammed crabs!
Went over to Girlf's house. went to sunplaza NTUC and walked around. Saw crabs, & she told me that she wanna cook butter crabs for me, why not?! She used her last 10bucks to get the crabs at $3.50 each.

Killed, Chopped half, Scrubbed, Washed, Cracked, Smashed, blahsblahsblahs.






Girlf complained tt i wasn't doing anything except for taking photos. Asked me to cracked the shells, ended up with flying shells all over, got scolded! LOL =.-







tt's my perfect housewife! provided, if you wash the dished too! hahahahhas
ALL DONE, crabs with spammed butter!



Eastcoast Skatepark overnight skating!
reached Skatepark at 1am! Lots of aggro-ers are there, skated till morning & they all were still skating!






church with baby (:





Ice-age3D movie date!






cooked Spaghetti!

I seriously wanted to update my blog with photos..
but, blogger just don't allow me to!

too many updates yet to be done, i just realised.

Batam trip photos, Ipoh trip photos, Ice Age 3D, Spaghetti, Butter Crabs, Chilli prawns, Church, Fel's house, Don don, Sheesha, East Coast Skatepark, Skate's training, Tobias's birthday, Stayed over, Guitar hero till dawn, Dig worms for bonkies,
and and and and and & so many more to come!!!

i'm sorry, wait till blogger allow me to post up those photos yeas? (:
love you!

˙ɐıɔıןǝɟ sǝʌoן ʎuuǝʞ

LTC video

Leadership Training Camp, Ipoh [LTC]
http://www.facebook.com/video/?of=723722612#/video/video.php?v=94596873132&oid=114677561514

meanwhile, view this video!
This the best video of LTC,
best describe all our 4days 3nights of activities! :D

Rockstar Island Getaway, Batam! - (13-15 June)
Summer Skate Jam camp, SP - (19-21 June)
Ipoh LTC trip - (23 - 26 June)
'
Stayovers, Camps, Trips, Getaways & everything!
Awesome month of June!
But yet, once school reopen.
First wafer fabrication paper on Monday, It's a goner =/
Understand nothing, totally blank when it comes to Wafer Fabrication & IC Design.
Howwwwww?

On the brighter side,

Thank God, I've only 2 papers (:

uncountable misses & loves when I'm away!
I miss Felicia, how? (:

With Loves*
takecare of yourself for me

Day @ SP , subway & Bugis, pierce eyebrows

was a total boredness in sch for the whole day!
after classes, went to Subway with Momo & Austin!
was playing Kendama, & I simply got addicted to it right now!!
Click on the blue words to see what's kendama is about.
I want one Kendama please?!
Felicia came to join us after tt.
& We started playing with Austin's laptop webcam!
So, thus explained the random photos below..
'
We left to Bugis & got something very painful & random done on me. Guess what?!
After which, I met Jasper & cabbed down to Suntec
& had Gwen's birthday celebration @ Aston?
Chilled-out @ starbucks ltr on. & headed back home.
tues class @ 1pm ! thank God.
Goodnight people, i need sufficient rest!

day out to bugis, Fel & Austin.

Few days back, on a Thursday i guess?
class ended, as usual. Slack in school.
& randomly. Dragged Austin & Felicia down to Bugis.
Wanted to help Austin to change a whole new style,
'
TARGET:
turning the young Muscular boy!
To a Matured, Sexy muscular Guy! (in the process of makeover)

there, muscular right! (he seriously got a damn nice bod)

after the trip. I realised,
Bugis had got loads of CHEAP & nice stuffs!
I meant, really Cheap! hahhas
& nice, I like.

Find a way back.

Out of hand.

'
What happens when you know there's a problem & you can't do anything about it ?
'

I know,
I need to find a way back.
But, how?

Replied tags:
Noelle: Hello & why didn't see you @ Skate's camp uh? (:
Felicia: HeyHiHellos! Nice to know you, You're very cute uh! hahahs (:
Angeline: Shall see you ard in church yeas!
Baobao: I serve in Children Church, & those kids will call you by teacher.*name* :D
David Santos: Thanks ya!
Michy: Thank you, & you gone mia. (:
Amelia: Finally? hahs, like my hair is so un-touch-able. lol (:

entittled: Special

Definitely Different!

Thanks for being so special! (:

When in doubt,have faith.

When the world comes to a halt,
When nothing ever seems alright.
Just when you have reached the limit.
Fallen apart.Shattered in heart.

Tell yourself."I can do it.."

Tell youself.."she loves me(:"

entittled: Empty

feeling so empty, yet again.
everyone else are like enjoying out there.
But, I don't feel the joy!

i pray & wish things goes for the better way.

entittled: Misses*

entittled: Misses*

I miss Esther! (tt cute lil girl below),

who will always run towards you &
give you a 'big' lil warm hug when she sees you ard,
asking you to fly her around.
& her hiding behind you, playing with you.
& sleeping princess in our svc. (: *damn adorable*

I miss Ruben! (tt handsome lil boy previously),

who will always give you the utter-most innocent face,
crying almost every week,
telling you different cute reasons.

'

Kenny: Ruben, why are you crying? big boy cannot tears okays ? *Wipe off tears for him*
Ruben: I very tired. *sniffs sniffs*superduper innocent looking*
Kenny: Why are you so tired? Tired also cannot cry kays? Tired need to rest alrights?
Ruben: Because I ... i .. i forget to sleep! * hahhs, Awwww what an answer* too cute, can't blame him (: *

'

another week, he told me he hungry, because he forgot to eat. Cause daddy woke up late. Lol. hahs
He's so sweet tt he gave me a peck on my cheek, & wish me happy birthday!
Only Ruben & Jewel wish me personally with their uber-cute voices! :D *totally touched by them*

'

I miss

Shawn, (handsome lil boy, ester's brother)
Jewel, (pretty lil lady, uber-Caring & Sweet sister of Steward)
Zara, (adorable lil girl, like a princess)
Belle, (chubby lil girl, another princess of our svc)
Steward, (cute lil boy, easily tempted by sweets to stop crying)
Gabriel, (unique lil boy, Brother of Caleb, loves guitar & drums)
Caleb, (Smart lil boy, thou he's 4 yrs old? He's superduper Smart for his age, cute also!)

& also countless adorable lil angels too!!
& all the 3:30 svc teachers!
T.Joanna, T.SanSan, T.Audrey, T.Geraldine, T.Joyce, T.Andrew, T.Huiling, T.Wenshun

i miss foyt, like seriously! =/

entittled: Requested?? no idea

entittled: If only I could fulfil your desire.

Attachment, please let it come to an end soon!

two more weeks of suffering!

Received timetable for year3!
I'm in engineering & my concentration in year3 is Business! :D
Business with engineering, like no link. But, nvm i like!

Basically, this whole holiday got busted by attachment. sucks, like totally.
But on the brighter note, I get paid a lot better than normal attachment pay.
Which is like 400bucks per month, pathetic yeas?
At least I get paid much much more than tt! (;

Anyw, parents went overseas for 9 days. So, previous week I got the car all to myself.
However, there's a price to pay for everything.
Petrol fuel are hell expensive, Imagine me travel such far distance everyday.
Ran a total of about 800km+, in just less than 9 days, Imagine the fuel cost -.-

S.K.A.T.E, are definitely more worth it! hahas
I wanna skate, but attachment keeping my schedule too tight & too tired!
I wanna s.k.a.t.e, secret training with secret person! :D
I think I've gained weight! hahs, Like finally.
Cause I've been eating quite alot due to influences of someone uh! hahs
& I'm hungry right now, in the middle of the night.
make me a glutton, & I will grow fat in no time ya ? hahhas
maybe, people might think tt they are smart to read this even thou, it '' can't '' be seen. Too bad, PUNK-ed, there's nothing.
I didn't meant this, Sorry! :D
I like tt thrill-seeker! hahs (:

Joanne: One/two months of braces, teeth was straight alrdy. Just tt need to pull it back to cover the extraction hole. Wonder how you got the Gap so wide.
Shakina: Mohawk? hahs, maybe soon?? Now, shaved the sides only (:
Xiuling: hahhas, Superstar. tt was ages ago! :D

Ciaos.

-F

:D

Thanks for tt, "if Nobody ever made you feel special, I will."

Finally I got a haircut.
& It's short, really short!
Shave-d my sides, you believe? :D
Army-style yo!
you made me smile, you made me happy, you made my day.
you made me special. Thank you (:

Updates, fel

Requested to update!
there, for you. No disappointment :D

Ages since i updated thou,
so I guess photographs will do the job for me yeas ;)
meanwhile enjoy, I'll be back soon enough. I hope! :D

Thanks,
Pauline & Gary for the brownies.

Didn't know tt no Skating allowed @ Raffles place.
CCH JW 3:30 Teachers! :D

Superb Awesome to have these Lil Angels in service! :D
they naturally brighten up your day ;)

Who could resist sucha cute lil Ester!
who always ask you to 'fly' her!
& hugg you tight when leaving! hahs
Ruben tried his best to smile,
when he sees the camera at him.
Super innocent! hahas